Dec. 7th, 2008

rivestra: (apple blossoms)

Winchester Synchronicity

Summary: Sam saves Dean. Dean saves Sam. If these boys ever manage to really work together, nothing will stand a chance against them, even an apocalypse.

Author: [livejournal.com profile] rivestra

Parts: 3 sections planned, and I'm deep into # 2 (about 50,000 words)

Warnings: Apocalyptic, fuck-or-die slave!fic. Starts out just dark but veers into NC17, first for violence, then for sex by the time I get to the end of Section 1.  So don’t go there if you have problems with violence, non-con, torture or brothercest. It’s just not a good plan. Also, in my head the boys cuss a lot more than’s acceptable on TV (yeah Ghostfacers!)

Notes: Leaves Kripkeland after Mystery Spot. The important thing to know is that Dean’s still got about a month left on his contract with the crossroads demon when the story opens. Section 2 contains vague spoilers for season 4.

Many Thanks: to my tireless betas [livejournal.com profile] varkelton and [livejournal.com profile] snarkgoddess , who put up with more obsessive neediness than anyone should ever have to. All remaining mistakes are mine, some through pure stubbornness. Thanks also my darling hubby, who encouraged me to write, even after he realized my writing meant me vanishing into my computer for long hours at a time.

This fic is dedicated to [livejournal.com profile] varkelton , just for being born. That means I can blame her for it all, right? It’s her (very late) birthday fic, after all. She requested a slave fic with an emotionally damaging fuck-or-die situation set in a post-apocalyptic world. Her desire for hurt/comfort with extra helpings of angst didn’t need to be spoken. Thanks for  pushing me into actually writing, hon, and for being a really, really good friend.

Disclaimer: These toys do not belong to me. They belong to people with way more lawyers than me. I make no claim and no profit on them. I’ll bandage them up and put them back in the sandbox when I’m done. (Come on, it’s not like their proper owners don’t break them all the time!)

Chapter Index

Winchester Synchronicity )

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SECTION ONE – Equinox to Equinox

Chapter One

Dean woke itchy. Forcing himself to lie still, he listened. He could hear shuffling movements in the distance, but nothing close by. A quick personal inventory revealed a splitting headache, that damn itching, and enough muscle stiffness to indicate he’d been in the same position for quite a while. The air was cool, moist and nearly still across his face, and he had that slight feeling of pressure in his ears that he recognized. Underground then.

Perfect.

He wasn’t on the floor though, there was too much give and he wasn’t cold enough. Some kind of mat maybe? And he was covered with… a heavy blanket? Dean risked twitching his fingers against the covering slightly, and felt the scrape of wool shifting against his skin. Everywhere.

Of course he was naked. At least that explained the itching.

He opened his eyes a tiny slit and bit back a curse. Wherever he was, it was pitch black.

Fuck it.

Dean jumped up into a defensive pose, casting the blanket aside as he moved. A sudden surge of light blinded him, and he nearly fell, his limbs clumsy and slow to respond. As his eyes adjusted, he added “drugged” to his personal inventory. It just kept getting better.

He had just enough time to think, “Yep, that’s stone under my feet” before the room came into focus around him. His attention was immediately drawn to the wall of iron bars in front of him. Beyond the bars was a stone corridor, about 10 feet wide, leading off both left and right. It was roughly carved out of living rock. Dean wished someone could explain to him why being trapped in a cave felt so much more hopeless than a basement.

The noise level stayed the same. Apparently the light was the only immediate reaction to his waking and why not? The bars in front of him looked pretty damn secure, drilled top and bottom into the stone. After a moment’s study, he even figured out the light: there was a motion detector mounted under the light fixture bolted to the cave wall across from him.

There was no sign of Sam anywhere.

Since nothing was running toward him, at least as far as he could tell, Dean took a good look around his prison. Fifteen feet deep and ten wide, rough-hewn stone on three, make that 5 sides, with bars on the sixth. Fifteen foot ceiling. No windows. No vents. The bars seemed just as hopeless on his second, more thorough inspection: they were drilled deep into the rock, spaced close together, solid iron about as wide around as his wrist. No way he was moving those without the help of high explosives. It took a moment for him to realize that there were no doors. Anywhere. Not even in the bars.

Fuckin’ creepy.

The room was hardly four-star, but as his attention turned from immediate escape, Dean quickly realized he’d been stuck in worse. Behind him a four-foot-high stone ledge took up the entire wall. At five-feet-wide, it dominated the room and made the thin camping mat he’d been laying on look small. He eyed the blanket pooled on the floor at the ledge’s base and only then remembered his nakedness. He hesitated a moment before deciding that there was no way he was going to cower in it like a little girl in her first horror film. Pulling himself up straighter and puffing his chest out a bit, Dean continued his inspection resolutely.

To his left as he faced the ledge, there was a hole in the stone floor and a smaller hole in the wall above. As he moved in for a closer inspection, water began to flow from the hole in the wall down to the one in the floor. Oh goody, he had his own caveman toilet and it was motion activated too.

On the other side of the cell, there was a counter-height stone shelf jutting out from the wall right next to the bars. That was it. Not another damned thing in the cell.

Except for his sorry, naked ass.

Dean paced the cell: threes steps, table, a step to the right, bed-ledge, then three steps back to the wall. He didn’t remember deciding to grab the bars and shake them. Didn’t remember deciding to yell “Sammy!” at the top of his lungs. Not that it mattered: there was no discernable reaction from the darkness beyond his cell.

He went back to pacing, willing his heart rate back down to normal and trying to even out his ragged breathing. Chose to think of it as working the remaining drugs out of his system: his skin still itched and even pacing he felt sluggish and uncoordinated.

After a while, still feeling slow but no longer fuzzy, Dean had to admit to himself that there was more to naked than sissy modesty: he was fucking cold. He shifted the camping mat back so it was against the wall at the back of the ledge, wrapped the scratchy blanket around himself, and sat down to wait for something to happen.

Some minutes later, the lights went out. He moved his arms, and they came back on. Dean started counting under his breath, and at 613-Mississippi, the lights went off again. About 10 minutes. He sat in the dark and let his eyes adjust. After a while, he could just make out very faint light at both ends of the corridor outside his cell. It wasn’t enough to see more than the suggestion of the shelf silhouetted against the bars, but it was something.

Eventually, he fell back asleep, trying not to think too hard about what kind of trouble Sam must be getting into.

*******

He woke with a start, sure something had changed but unable to tell what. After listening uselessly for a few minutes, he shifted to the front of his ledge, flooding the room with light. In short order, his eyes adjusted and he was happy to discover that whatever had woken him, it hadn’t been someone waiting for him in the darkness.

A moment later though, Dean scowled. There was a pile something on the shelf where he was certain nothing had been before. Someone had been in his cell, and he’d completely missed it. Wonderful.

He guessed he’d slept for a while since didn’t feel drugged anymore. A moment later, he had to reconsider that thought when he nearly tripped on his own feet getting down off the ledge. Shaking it off, he went to investigate the pile on the shelf.

It was clothing: simple, black drawstring pants and a long-sleeved shirt of the same material in white. No underwear, but there were sneakers hiding underneath the clothes. He picked up the too-large pants and noticed a tag: his captor shopped at Wal-Mart and was a cheap bastard - $7.99 pants, really? Dean ripped the tags off and dropped his blanket, hurrying into the clothes, which fit surprisingly well. Even the shoes fit, and they were two sizes too big according to the label. What can you expect when you hire 7-year-olds to do your sewing?

The clothes made him feel better, but they also made him more restless. He pulled uselessly at the bars for a while before giving in to the inevitable and figuring out how to use his lovely pit toilet. He was standing on the bed-ledge, running his hands along the wall as close to the fifteen foot ceiling as he could reach when he heard a tiny hiss behind him.

Dean spun toward the noise, jumping down at the same time. He landed hard and wrong, cracking his skull on the edge of the ledge when his ankle turned beneath him. What the fuck?

Cursing loudly, he got to his feet just in time to watch a panel in the wall next to the table-shelf close with another quiet hiss. There was a tray of something on the table.

Resolutely not limping, he crossed to the table. The tray contained some kind of greasy stew and a stack of corn tortillas. He could just barely make out the outline of the panel in the stone with his fingers, but couldn’t see it at all.

Dean didn’t touch the food; he just started pacing again.

*****

The next time he woke, Dean was positive someone was watching him. A few minutes later, the corridor light flared against his eyelids, but he didn’t stir until a low rumbling began. Then he couldn’t help peeking out through his eyelashes. Interesting as it was, he paid little attention to the bars rising straight out of the floor. He was far more concerned with the man dropping down to dart under them… and the glint of silver in his hand.

Dean tensed involuntarily, but stayed still as the man came to loom over him while the bars closed behind him. His better judgment failed him again though when the man just stood there, breathing heavily – what’d he have for lunch, rancid onions? – into the air over Dean’s face.

“You gonna use that knife, or just breathe on me? Because, between you and me? I think your breath might be the more lethal wea….” The man was on him before Dean finished speaking. He got in a slice along Dean’s side with the knife when Dean overextended in his initial lunge, but a moment after that, the knife was clattering against the bars on the far side of the cell. The moment after that saw the man following the knife’s trajectory, careening limply into the bars off Dean’s right hook.

Dean wasn’t even breathing hard. After a long look at the blood on his knuckles, he crossed to his attacker. The man, and yes, it did appear to actually be a man, was slumped where he’d landed, curled over so his head was between his knees. Dean kicked his feet. “Hey! No napping before you tell me what the fuck is going on here!”

Poking the guy in the shoulder, he continued, “I said…” He cut himself short when the man’s head lolled lifelessly to the left, exposing his ruined face. Habit made Dean check for a pulse, but there was no surprise in him when he couldn’t find one.

He stood abruptly, not realizing he was backing away until his ass bumped into the ledge behind him. Anger propelled him back to the bars. He focused it on the motion-sensing light and shouted, “What the fuck was that about?”

He listened as his voice echoed down the hall. He kept listening until the low, indistinguishable movement-noises from the dark resumed. Dean then turned to pick up his attacker’s knife, continuing the motion to make it into a slow circuit of the room. When his survey was done, he found himself standing over the body and rubbing his hand, as if that would bring on the pain expected after caving half a man’s face in like that, but there was nothing. His hand felt completely normal. He wiped it clean on clothes virtually identical to his own before beginning to search the corpse.

Ten minutes and a very thorough search later, the only thing he’d discovered was a small brand on the back of the man’s right shoulder. Well, that and that the dead man didn’t rate underwear either. The symbol looked familiar, but he couldn’t place it. Where the fuck was Sam? He wasn’t supposed to have to remember this shit. Surreptitiously, Dean ran his fingers over his own shoulder, then rolled his eyes at himself and tried to look. He couldn’t see much, but didn’t think there were any strange marks lurking there.

Arts and crafts for the day was making a sheath for the knife out of his attacker’s left shoe, then wrapping it with the laces of both to make it snug onto the blade. As he was trying to figure out a way to get the knife to stay in his waistband, he brushed his side and remembered his injury. Cannibalizing the man’s shirt, Dean cleaned up the wound with water from his caveman plumbing. Sam would have insisted on a few butterfly bandages, but it wasn’t really that deep. He turned his shirt inside out so the cut would have at least that much protection, and settled in to wait for something else to happen.

Not his strong suit.

*****

Dean spent the next who-the-fuck-knew-how-many hours trying to figure out a way to MacGyver a clock from solid stone, solid plastic (man, did that tray ever not want to break), and cotton and wool fiber. Or, you know, a gun. Which would be way better than a clock.

Probably.

Sometimes, he paced. Sometimes, he drifted off. He’d pulled all the thread from the bottom 2 inches of Dead Guy’s pants and was starting to eye his blanket when he heard footsteps in the corridor.

Another man dressed like him lead the way, stepping out of the hard shadows in the hall and eying Dean’s cell with caution. The man looked over his shoulder as the two who followed him stepped into view. They were considerably taller than him, dressed head-to-toe in black and, Dean soon saw, decidedly not human. At least, not if road-sign yellow skin and tiny red eyes were as good an indicator as they used to be.

The bars started to rise when the yellow-skins reached them, and the white shirted man dropped and rolled under, coming up straight at Dean. Ready for the man’s attack, Dean slashed at him as he went by. It was a textbook move, but Dean somehow managed to fucking overreach again and the other man pulled him off balance, slamming his head into the base of the ledge hard enough to make Dean see stars. He shook it off quickly, reflexively coming up into a crouch as his attacker lunged at him again. The next few seconds blurred together as they rolled, struggling for control of the knife. In a desperate move, Dean surged upward, driving the knifepoint into the other man’s adam’s apple. He dropped hard onto Dean, throat spurting ruby red all over Dean’s shirt, knife buried to the hilt in his throat, the tip just barely visible on the other side of his skull.

Dean shimmied out from under the body quickly, needing to know why the yellow-skinned creatures hadn’t joined in the attack. Apparently, they’d kept busy moving his first attacker’s body out into the corridor. Well, one of them had, anyway. The other was standing in the hall watching Dean as the first approached and grabbed body number two’s feet. The ledge firm against his back, Dean just stared as it dragged the body out into the hall.

Almost as an afterthought, it grabbed his tray of congealed food and tossed it into a cart hidden in the shadows of the corridor. The bars shot down with a thud as they loaded the bodies onto the cart, then ambled off into the darkness, back the way they came.

Fucking demon janitors.

This thing had to make sense to somebody, but it sure as fuck wasn’t him. “Hey!” he shouted after them, a bit belatedly. “Tell the dickhead you work for that I want to talk to him!” His torn, bloody shirt shifted wetly against his skin as he yelled, so he added, louder still, “And that I need a new fucking shirt!”

*****

The next time the hatch opened, he was taking a piss and it moved too fast for him to investigate without peeing all over his cell.

By the time he got there, the hatch was closed and there was another tray of food for him to ignore. This time it held a hunk of dry salami, an apple and some hockey puck-like biscuits. Yum. On the table next to the tray was a fresh, white Wal-Mart shirt, tags still attached.

He stared at the food as he changed his shirt. Logically, he knew he should eat. If they wanted to drug him, they’d just put it in his water. Which they were probably doing anyway, explaining the omnipresent clumsiness that had taken over his body. He just couldn’t bring himself to though.

Just on the tiniest chance it was pissing someone out there off.

*****

He tried to stay awake. He was really getting irritated that he had no way to tell how long he managed before he started slumping against the wall. The first time he dozed, the empty knife sheath bit into his back and woke him up.

He ripped it off and threw it against the far wall.

*****

His next attacker was huge. Like, linebacker huge. He took longer to go down than the other two, but he still only took a few minutes to kill.

The fucking disorientation was really pissing him off. He’d been determined to talk to this guy, but the wet crack of fractured skull was unmistakable. This guy wasn’t going to be spilling his guts; he was too busy spilling his brains all over Dean’s hands and the iron bar behind them.

Dean smeared the disgusting stuff onto the guy’s pants. Whatever they’d given him should be out of his system by now, unless they were drugging the water. In which case, he was totally screwed.

*****

Whatever game this was, Dean was done playing by their rules. When the next guy showed up, he played dodge ‘em instead.

The guy was tiny, maybe five feet tall and skinny, but fast. He chased Dean all over the cell with two itty-bitty knives. He got a pretty good chunk off Dean’s thigh before Dean gave in and smothered him with his blanket.

Just like numbers one and three, this one had the brand behind his right shoulder. Unlike the other two, he also had a couple of similarly sized-amorphous scars in the same part of his back. Dean cleaned up and bound his thigh as best he could with the guy’s shirt, then took his tiny shoes and put them in the corner furthest from the body. Hopefully, the janitors would leave them, because craft hour would have to wait; Dean had lost quite a bit of blood and was going to sleep whether he wanted to or not. He tucked the knives within easy reach and curled up on his ledge, telling himself he was too tired to grab the blanket off the floor.

 

Chapter Two

Dean drifted in and out, his fuzzy brain only allowing him to catch snatches of conversations, of sensations, completely unsure if days or hours were passing him by.

There was a low, nasal voice: “We put his thigh back together again and are dosing him good with fluids and E-TPN to replace all that blood. He should be…” Dean lost the thread of conversation before he found out what he was supposed to be, or if they were even talking about him at all.

His thigh throbbed though, so he figured it was likely.

Later, off to his right, a gravelly voice spoke, “…never would have gotten that close if your boy, Red, here’d been taking things more seriously.” Red? Not him then. There must have been other prisoners being treated here as well. Dean drifted away again, losing his fight with the heavy anesthesia.

The first thing he noticed next time was the bright light piercing the veil of his closed eyelids, shining warm down on his face. Like a day at the beach. Which this wasn’t, at all.

Gravel voice was talking again. Dean wondered if it was the same conversation, or days later. “…eating thing’s going to become an issue soon though. Even the enhanced TPN won’t keep him fighting fit.”

A new voice next, pleasant, mild and male, like they’d all been so far, responded, “Then we’ll wait until he’s weak enough for…” the warm light vanished and Dean lost track of the conversation for a moment, his mind wandering in the cold. He didn’t hear Gravel’s reply, but caught up as the new guy asked, “Other than that, you’re sure he’s ready?”

Gravel voice replied, “Yes Sir. He’ll earn his brand soon enough.” Then there was nothing but retreating footsteps on stone, and Dean was sure, in the pit of his stomach, that they were gone. He may have been groggy, but he was awake enough to think about that for a while.

The room was quiet the next time he surfaced, and Dean felt a tiny bit more together. Together enough to realize he couldn’t move. At all. Not tied-up couldn’t move, totally-fucking-paralyzed couldn’t move. He was trying to figure out how to get worked up about this through the drug haze when the nasal voice from earlier said, “I’ll dose him again, then you can move him,” and Dean felt a hand on his arm and then a glorious white rush pumping through his veins. He tried to count all the colors in that incredible, brilliant white as the world went away again.

*****

The room was spinning violently, and Dean’s hands scrambled for whatever he was lying on, trying to hold on. What was left of his brain was busy trying to figure out what in the fuck he’d been drinking last night. And why the fuck Sam had let him drink it. And why he was naked and, apparently, alone. His fingers latched onto the thin camping mat, and it all rushed back into his brain.

Shit.

Well, at least his fingers were working again.

He opened his eyes slowly, almost happy to find the familiar darkness and soft silhouettes of his cell. When the spinning died down, he sat up, triggering the light.

Yep. It was his cell, all right. Unchanged except… someone’d mopped the blood off the floor. And the walls. They’d even gifted him with new stuff on his table. Yippee. He stood tentatively, testing his thigh muscles, not trusting his head. The muscles twinged and he was a bit wobbly, but he made his way over to the table anyway. New food. And very familiar new clothes. Didn’t they believe in laundry around here?

Dean stared at the tray of jerky, cookies and dried fruit for a moment, shaking his head when the troublesome memories wouldn’t come together coherently. A wave of dizziness enveloped him and his head sloshed with the trails of color the light wove through his movement. He clutched the table-shelf for balance and just barely managed not to land on his ass; head shaking was still a stupid idea. Grabbing up the clothes, he sat on the floor intent on inspecting his thigh.

It wasn’t the easiest wound to inspect, and Dean counted his blessings that the guy was trying to kill, not castrate, him. He came pretty fucking close without trying. The cut was stitched neatly, and what he could see of it wasn’t puffy or red, so these freaks knew their way around a bottle of rubbing alcohol at least. It was actually healing pretty well. Even assuming it wasn’t as deep as he’d thought, they must have kept him drugged up for a while.

Pleased not to be as disabled as he’d feared, he pulled on his new clothes and leaned back onto his mat, waiting for his head to settle… and for someone else to try and kill him.

And Sammy said they never took fun vacations.

*****

Of course, he fell asleep again. It was practically inevitable, with all the drugs coursing through his system. He really wished that waking up disoriented wasn’t also part of the program though, because the yellow-skinned thing was in his cell before he’d managed to get to his feet.

The cell bars were wide open. It was alone, attention on his untouched food tray, “You’ll never make it past the first bend, boy, but you’re certainly welcome to try.” Hearing that cultured speech coming out of that red-eyed face was seriously distracting. It started speaking again before Dean recognized the gravely voice as the one from his time in the… infirmary? “If you don’t eat something soon, he’ll need to force you and that is decidedly…” the bastard paused for effect, closing the distance between them like a classic TV villain, “unpleasant.”

Dean stood his ground, revisiting his instinctual urge to lunge at the thing. He needed answers, and he needed them now. “What the fuck have you done with my brother?” The question came out as a low growl.

“Eat,” Gravel Voice responded, “and then I’ll talk.”

Dean crossed to the table, deliberately putting his full weight on his bad leg, testing its strength. It twinged, but less than it did the last time he was awake. He picked up one of the cookie things and popped the whole thing into his mouth. Crumbs fell out as he spoke, “Fine, I put something in my tummy.” He crossed his arms. “Now tell me where Sam is.”

“You need more food than that.”

“Uh uh. Not until I know where Sam is.”

“Listen Boy, I’m going to lay a few things out for you…” Dean cut him off.

“The only thing I’m interested in hearing from you is what’s going on with Sam.” Dean frowned. “And nobody gets to call me ‘Boy’ except my Father.”

It let out a burst of laughter, harsh to Dean’s ears, but eerily human. “Fine. Eat some of the jerky, and I’ll tell you everything I know about ‘Sam’.”

Dean let out an explosive, “Fuck!” and banged his fists into the ledge behind him. “You don’t have any idea who he even is!”

“He’s your brother, I presume, but you’re correct: I had never heard of Sam until you mentioned him. You’ll have to go higher up the food chain than myself for your answers.” Dean began cursing under his breath as it continued, “I’d advise you to focus on your own situation for now, navigating it will take a certain amount of attention.”

It picked up the tray and held it out to Dean. “Now eat. I promised you’d be fit, so fit you will be.”

Dean kicked it out of its hands, sending bits of fruit and jerky flying through the air, cookies rolling into the corridor.

“Fine. We’ll do this the hard way.” It turned on its heel and ducked out under the lowering bars. Dean couldn’t help his flinch when the bars slammed down behind it.

*****

Dean woke. He sat up. Folded his blanket neatly as he stood.

He crossed to the table and picked up the spoon. Ate the greasy stew that had appeared while he slept in 25 methodical bites. Ate the 3 hard biscuits that accompany it.

Slid his tray back into the dumbwaiter thing when it opened.

He rubbed his hands clean under the running water, then took a long drink. Straightened up and released the drawstring on his pants. Pulled out his dick and peed a little into the hole. Shook himself off and tucked back in. Tied the drawstring off again.

He sat down on the ledge. Started to slump like a cut puppet... Then caughthimself and whipped his head up and around to glare furiously at the cloaked man standing on the other side of the bars.

The man held his stare for a moment, then nodded curtly at him and left.

*****

The next time food arrived, Dean ate it on his own, right after it appeared.

 

~ On to Chapter 3 ~


 
rivestra: (apple blossoms)

Title: Winchester Synchronicity, Chapters 3-4 of ? (WIP)

Author:  Rivestra

Rating:   NC-17

Warnings:  violence


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Chapter Five

He knew he was stronger and faster than he used to be, but Dean attributed that to his changed body. It was taller and broader, so stronger made every kind of sense. It took beating a big blue cocksucker with the strength of a fucking elephant in the ring before he’d admit to himself that he was more than human-strong. It was embarrassing how long after that it took for him to figure out he healed faster too.

He tried not to wonder if he even qualified as human anymore.

Sometimes Nazim caught him staring into the infirmary mirror while he was getting patched up. Nazim teased him, accusing him of fearing for his handsome face. Really, he was trying to recognize some part of himself in his own reflection, trying to figure out how the fuck he had missed a change this huge even before he saw himself in that mirror. The best Dean could figure, it had to have been the drugs. Or maybe there hadn’t ever been any drugs and it had been the fucking magic. He was never going to know, but that hadn’t kept him from staring. Or from wondering if he was still him, or if Sammy’d hijacked someone else’s body to stash him in.

That thought kept him up sometimes, though it wasn’t exactly alone.

*****

Really, Dean’s life wasn’t that different. The food changed some; after the first few days it was only canned vegetables, and he got a lot more meat, although nothing sat as well in his stomach. When he asked Nazim about it, he learned that everything – cows, chickens, cockroaches, even people – everything just dropped where it stood when the Boom happened. The interesting thing was, nothing was rotting. The towns and cities were just littered with perfectly preserved meat, like some giant butcher shop, and Dean tried to ignore the idea that people were probably on the Demons’ menu just as often as cow.

No one seemed to care enough to do a real census, but Nazim thought that about 1% of the human population had survived the Boom, along with anyone demon-touched. Nothing else survived though, and Dean hated walking around above. Even the plants weren’t growing, their green-yet-lifeless forms adding a surreal, barren feeling to places Dean would usually have described as lush. Not that they really could have grown anyway, since the sun was never visible. It was always cold and dusk-like outside and there was never even the tiniest breeze to move the zombie grass.

Creeped Dean the fuck out.

*****

He actually started to feel grateful for the time that he spent underground, grateful even for the bars on his cell. It wasn’t Stockholm; it was simple survival. He’d never have gotten any sleep without them. The more bouts he won, the more rabid his fans got, and sometimes they made it down a few levels to haunt the corridor outside his cell. Dean was glad for the bars because hurting the freaks was totally off the menu: Ketill ran a high-end show, so these were the people left with leisure time, the people with currency to buy their way in. They weren’t unwashed masses like the survivors he’d seen clamoring outside assorted camp gates in the world above.

At least Nazim kept the arrogant, entitled sons-of-bitches off him when they were topside. The fights were big business – Ketill’s biggest, from what he could tell – and Dean had apparently become a major asset. Nazim no longer handled any fighters but him, and Dean was mostly just fucking relieved to have him there. He had no idea how he’d’ve dealt with the damned bastards if they had been constantly in his face, offering to buy him.

*****

By early September, he was fighting all the time, usually in huge arenas, and always on the main stage. One day, as he was leaving the local ring, he recognized it as fucking Staples Center under the demonic retrofit of graffiti and chaos. According to the crowd, it had been a great fight – which meant that Dean was so exhausted he could barely stand, and that he was focused entirely on getting to the sidelines so Nazim could stop the blood that was flowing out of him at a pretty alarming rate.

Dizziness made navigating the swarming backstage crowd almost impossible, and he slammed hard into a prissy little demon that was blocking his way. Dean sent the thing flying before fully assessing its threat, instinct the only fuel he had left in him.It careened off the cement wall of the stadium, and Dean was on it in a second, his addled brain not registering the incongruity of the thing’s double-breasted suit, or that it was far too easy to take down.

What did register was Nazim’s bellowed “Erich!” echoing down the hall, and Dean hesitated, a breath away from snapping the thing’s neck. Its struggles were completely inefficient against his chokehold, so he tried to locate Nazim, finding him at the far end of the hall, moving quickly toward his charge. Exhaustion crept back in as the adrenaline started its inevitable fade. In its wake, the demon’s attitude and costume finally sunk in, and he figured out he’d just jumped a buyer.

Oh Shit.

Dean released the creature just as Nazim reached them through the crowd they’d drawn, careful not to let it crash too hard into the floor. Nazim offered it a polite hand up, apologizing profusely for the “misunderstanding” while he got the bastard steady on its feet. It and Nazim had an obvious history though, and the demon wasn’t buying any of Nazim’s patter, clearly having found an unexpected advantage. It demanded the retribution it was entitled to – namely the immediate surrender of Dean’s contract.

Nazim talked fast, but Dean couldn’t hear any of it over the pounding of his heart. He hadn’t realized until that moment just how much he was counting on the protections Sam had arranged for him. He hadn’t even been aware of thinking about it, really, but now that they were about to vanish, he was acutely aware of how much his brother had to have known before he set this all in motion, how much Sam had to have set up for him. Things could have been one hell of a lot worse, and he really didn’t want to find out firsthand how much worse they might get.

It was far easier to deal with the rage that bubbled up in him whenever he thought of what his brother had done than with the soul-crushing dread that always accompanied it. He let the anger flow through him, and it grounded him, allowing him to breathe deliberately again and calm his pounding heart, allowing him to focus again on the argument over his fate.

They were talking punishment instead of ownership. Relief flooded Dean, so acute he could barely stand, and he lost the thread of conversation again, actually graying out for a moment. He rejoined reality just in time to watch the son-of-a-bitch stalk off angrily.

Nazim practically jumped him, almost frantic in his efforts to find and stop his bleeding from the fight. He didn’t even pause long enough to answer any questions, yet still had only managed to tend maybe a quarter of his major wounds by the time the guards arrived to drag Dean back out onto center stage for his punishment.

The crowd was howling as they marched him into view, so loud he honestly couldn’t tell if they were booing him, or his punishment. They were certainly excited though, that much was clear. The announcer blathered on about the reputation of the Xeing-hai Clan while the guards strapped him securely, hand and foot, face-down onto a large cross. Ah, Dean judged from the rise in booing, they don’t much like the bastards.

The guards cut his already ragged shirt from his body – though why they hadn’t done that before tying him down eluded Dean until he remembered where he was: Fucking showmanship. The prissy little fucker bounced onto stage, bowing for the manically booing crowd a few times as he was introduced as Eboeh Xeing-hai. He recited some ceremonial-sounding bullshit about receiving blood and forgiving injustices before moving in behind Dean.

Nazim moved into view off to Dean’s left, fury and impotence writ large across his face. Dean wasn’t happy about any of this either, but he’d been telling himself it was better than being sold. He still felt that way, but Nazim really wasn’t helping here.

The crowd’s tone changed, alerting Dean that something was about to happen. He tensed instinctively, but still wasn’t able to bite off the string of obscenities that left his mouth as the first blow landed across his back. What the fuck did I just get hit with?

Panting heavily from the pain, he watched as his accuser came into view on his right, handing a fucking bullwhip to the red-clad guard standing there. The bastard moved back in behind him, and Dean struggled against the straps to follow its progress as far as he could, a sick feeling building in the pit of his stomach. He couldn’t help bucking up against the straps when he felt the thing’s hands come to rest firmly on his shoulders. It let out a smug little chuckle, and he hated himself for giving it an excuse.

He steeled his spine up and didn’t move at all when it bent its head and jabbed its tongue into the bottom of the track left by the whip.

Motherfucker!

He sucked in ragged breaths, but didn’t otherwise move as it jabbed its tongue in deep, slowly following the trail of the whip up his back. It worked along the track cruelly, lapping up the blood it encouraged to flow, raping the wound with its mouth. Dean fought hard to not let anything but disgust show on his face, viciously stomping out the white-hot anger bubbling up inside him. It lingered for a long moment when it finally reached the top, playing obscenely with the raw skin there, thrusting its tongue in and out of the gash. Dean told himself he wasn’t going to be sick - he just fucking wasn’t. Nazim caught his eye and the anger he saw there steadied him a bit, enough to fight down his nausea until the fucker finally released him.

He heard it take a few steps away before it said, “I accept this offering of first blood. You may continue.” Great. It moved around in front of him and locked its eyes with his. This game, Dean knew. If Sammy couldn’t outstare him, there was no way this fucker was going to. He matched its glare as the guard moved in behind him and brought the bullwhip down onto his back.

Fire ripped through him as the heavy lash landed again and again. The guard was completely merciless, pounding his spine and kidneys, letting it wrap around and tear into his chest – sometimes landing it again and again in exactly the same spot, over and over, cutting deep enough Dean knew bone must be showing through the blood. He welcomed the support of the straps by the ten count, certain they were all that was keeping him upright. Glad they kept him from falling in front of his crowd.

Even though they were calling it out, he lost track of the count somewhere just past 50. He’d been so sure they’d stop there… how the fuck was he supposed to survive this? He didn’t let the fucker’s eyes go though, rage keeping them locked tight, pain feeding the rage and making it burn fiercely in his eyes. I’m going to kill this bastard. There was no doubt in him about that at all.

Of course, he eventually lost the staring contest, eyes falling shut between the rhythmic blows, his consciousness finally slipping away, stripped from him by the lash. The last number he heard being called was one-hundred-and-fucking-sixty-four.

Nazim later told him they went to 250 before they cut him down and let the bastard back at him with its tongue.

*****

A week later, they stood on the top of Staples Center, as what was left of Los Angeles burned, watching in silence as the Xeing-hai’s territory went up in a heavy smoke that barely changed the color of the oppressive sky. Dean could feel the heat radiating up from the streets below on his raw skin, and he couldn’t bring himself to care that real people were probably dying down there – he still wished he’d been allowed to set the fire himself. Wished that bastard hadn’t fled.

Cheeks flushed with reflected fire, he turned stiffly to face his companion, abused muscles still refusing to move smoothly, face refusing to let the pain show through. “Are you sure this isn’t hell, Nazim?”

Nazim sighed. “It’s Hell’s prime vacation spot right now, and if they get their way, it may be a suburb someday, but…” the demon hesitated and, because he was watching closely, Dean caught his slight shudder before he continued, “… there’s no way this is actually Hell.”

*****

In spite of the extra security Ketill sent out, they were attacked on the way to their landing zone. It was totally predictable, and the guards handled it easily enough, so everybody was in good spirits when they reached their secured camp.

They’d just crossed inside the fence line when Nazim, keying on something Dean couldn’t see from his protected position inside the main transport, sent everyone into defensive positions. He usually bristled against his confinement, especially when they encountered problems on the road, but this felt different, somehow more urgent. A hyperawareness, honed through years of hunting, flooded his system with adrenaline and made him twitchy as fuck. He tried to convince the driver to release him, but found no joy there.

From what he could hear on the radio, the entire earlier attack had been a setup. The Xeing-hai had arraigned a diversion for them while the bulk of their forces took over their main camp at the landing zone. None of their own force survived that second attack, and the caravan troops were now vastly outnumbered and taking heavy fire with only their vehicles for cover.

Dean heard Nazim call for a retreat just seconds before snipers took out his driver. He reached into the front seat and grabbed the driver’s gun, then began to pound frantically on the side window with his feet, lying on the seat and throwing all his strength into the blows, desperate to get out of the transport, to no longer sit like a fat sacrifice waiting for the knife to fall.

An explosion rocked the vehicle, and the area around it filled with a thick yellow smoke that hung low in the air. Dean redoubled his efforts on the window, nearly flying out of the car with the force of his kick when the door suddenly flew open. He recognized Nazim and managed to stop himself a bare fraction of a second shy of blowing him sky-high with the driver’s gun, just barely pulling his finger off the trigger in time. He bolted from the vehicle in the direction Nazim urged him, and together they ran for the cover of a nearby building.

An hour of frantic duck-and-cover later, it seemed likely that they were clear of the worst of the fighting. They climbed the stairs of a nearby 4-story building to get the lay of the land, hoping to spot some of their own people. Dean hesitated on the dark landing, ill-formed fear making him cautious as Nazim emerged onto the roof and went down in a flash of blood and gore, jumped by five agile bodies as soon as he’d crossed the threshold.

Dean renewed his longstanding vow to listen to his fucking instincts, then jumped into the fray without another thought. He’d taken three of the bastards down before he had a chance to realize how badly Nazim was injured. His keeper hadn’t moved at all, and there was a large, dark pool gathering under his gaping belly.

The last two demons were tough, but Dean had armed himself from the others, and, in the end, they were no real match for him when he let adrenaline and anger ride him. He strode back across the roof, dripping blood that wasn’t his, mostly, and came to stand over Nazim.

His eyes opened as Dean approached, filling with fear, then resignation and, finally, surprise as Dean nodded, then knelt down beside him. A lake of dark-gold blood had formed on the cement roof around them, and his pale-yellow intestines glistened against Dean’s hand as he calmly stuffed them back inside Nazim’s pallid body. He moved off then, listening at the stairwell for a moment and quickening his pace as he crossed to the closest of the corpses and pulled off its shirt. He knelt again at Nazim’s side and tore the shirt into long strips, expertly binding up the man’s gut before asking in a low, urgent voice, “Think you can walk? Because we’re about to have more company.”

Two more demons burst onto the roof as Dean got Nazim to his feet. Nazim was slumped unconscious by the time he’d finished dispatching them, and Dean considered his wounds for a moment before sighing and hoisting him up into an awkward fireman’s carry. Trying to find a way to be cautious of the gaping hole he'd just bandaged, Dean shifted Nazim a couple of times on his shoulder before giving up and starting down the stairs.

*****

He played hide-and-seek with the Xeing-hai for 36 hours before Nazim woke again, and it was another two days before Ketill himself arrived to get them home.

Dean stuck to the edge of the group, allowing the medics to crawl all over him. He didn’t see any advantage in subverting Nazim’s glory, so he refrained from pointing out Nazim’s much greater injuries, letting them waste their time discovering for themselves that he, himself, had no truly major wounds. No one needed to know who’d really kept them alive for the last three days.

Nazim was deep in conversation with Ketill, and Ketill seemed very, very pleased with his man. Relief had flooded his eyes when he’d first seen Dean, quickly replaced by a huge smile for Nazim, and Dean had finally placed his captor’s scarred face, recognizing him as the Trickster he and Sam had thought they’d killed what seemed like a lifetime ago.

Make that he’d thought they’d killed. Sam obviously knew otherwise.

Unfuckingbelievable. At least now he was sure that Ketill actually had some answers for him.

The Trickster – fucking Ketill – shot Dean a quick, hard look before the medics hustled him into their still-running Blackhawk helicopter. Great, Dean thought as he jumped aboard, Of course he knows I know. Because it was so easy to talk to him before. He looked back outside while the crew got him settled with their straps and headsets, and saw Ketill talking intently with his head medic. The rest of them were trying to convince Nazim to get on the stretcher they’d brought over.

In the end, Nazim collapsed into the seat next to Dean under his own power. The medics hovered nearby, but didn’t interfere. Dean didn’t blame them; he didn’t offer to help either.

Ketill was still on the ground when their Blackhawk took off. When Dean asked, Nazim replied ominously, “He has a few things to take care of. He’ll be staying in LA for a few days.”

 
~ On to Chapter 6 ~


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Title:  Winchester Synchronicity, Chapter 6 of ? (WIP)

Author:  Rivestra

Rating:  NC-17

Warnings:  violence


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Title:  Winchester Synchronicity, Chapters 7&8 of ? (WIP)

Author:  Rivestra

Rating:  NC-17

Warnings:  violence, non-con, wincest



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